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Just ME♥

WuYaoKeJiu aka -KICHIROU- It's ME


My Name: Desmond a.k.a Kichirou
Ever Since. 7 sept
Horoscope: Virgo ^-^ V !


♫♫AudiSEA♫♫

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Audi nick: WuYaoKeJiu
Current lv. 33 Main
Current Fam: Pending for invite :D
Online status: Active

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Music♫♫

Love you always♥!




Loves

*Updated on April 26, 2010*
Myself
Ocean Blue(Colour)
BrOwn,Green,black,White(shirt/items)
Chocolates/dark ChOcolates
CandieS(MarshmaLLoWs)
Banana cakes
Fruits esp durian,mango,wintermelon
Music
See smiles on faces (:
Night life
Loves her like nobody ever did
Miss her when i cant see her
Bring the best to her
Give her all the happiness i can


Hates

Ah bengs/ppl step one beng
Trouble-maker
Disturb me when im busy
Force me to do things
Being forced to study
Cowards/morons/bastard/bitch
Proud/boastful/talk big idiots
See sad faces
See her cry/upset/unhappy/sad
See broken hearts
Back stabber
Liars
Late-comers
Ppl who meet le den nvr come
Crappers
Sore-losers
EMPTY PROMISE!!


Wants

[x] The ones i loved before to be blissful
[x] The one i love to really love me
[x] Every single of his friends to be happy



Monday, August 16, 2010
Morning all ~ I just came back from my night duty and today is my 1st off day xD ! Wanted to watch movie with baby but no good time slot =( And recently alot of things happened. I'm not gonna mention it here 'cos it's really very sad. It's bout making true friends.

Over the night, I've thought through alot of things and hereby i want tell my baby, I'm sorry baby for the incident that have happened recently, and i'm quite stubborn at times, wish you can bear with it =x . And hmms.. I've discovered what are true friends, true friends are those who are willing to help you out at times when you need them, they're willing to sacrifice their time just to help you, come out with best solution after having a good discussion with a group instead of creating crazy conclusions in any way they want. But myself I'm not also a true friend, perhaps 50/50 bah =x !

Quite bored today, gonna have breakfast cereal and watch anime and maybe playing auditionSEA later on. Sigh.. life's ain't gonna go any easy as we're advancing with the time, more things gonna get more and more complicated. This is the way life is gonna be.


我爱你

iLoveYou, iMissYou

You're just like the air i breathe and that's how much i need you

Riann's baby since 190510

Proud of ppl who really loved him alot, cares for him.

Sunday, August 8, 2010
Hello peeps . Never update for a week alr . Yesterday me and baby met Ivan and his friend Terence at marsiling and then went to woodgrove ave 1 there de pub . Had 1 bottle of liquor and 2 thin crust pizzas, we share among ourselves and enjoyed the pizza tho we kinda pay abit more for it than outside pizzas . And also we played pool there, had fun had laughter with them . Overall was quite a good day . After that we went up to the top and smoked . We went home at around 11 with my giddy head as tho blood rushing 100km/hr round and round, got drunk but not totally drunk . Haha . Reached home, had a bath, facebook awhile and knock out on my bed xP !

Sigh, i really wish i can just get drunk everyday, no headache no everything, live in a illusional anti-stress world . Am i a failure ? I had this feeling i never had made someone real happy before . And i don't feel happy too, i felt as tho my emotions are blown away by the wind, gone to the desert looking for a small little hope to rise again . Happy ? Sad ? Dunno . Confused . What should i do ? What you want from me then you'll be happy ? I felt like i have never satisfy you .


我爱你

iLoveYou, iMissYou

You're just like the air i breathe and that's how much i need you

Riann's baby since 190510

Proud of ppl who really loved him alot, cares for him.

Monday, August 2, 2010
Opps ! So long never update my blog again . Always neglect my blog for audi and some other programs :x Recently met alot of childish people around me and had little silly quarrels with them . I find it rather waste of time so i'm not gonna bother bout them . This world is always revolving with lots of different kind of weird people, that's what made this world so complicated, never going any simpler or easier . Sigh...

Sometimes i find my life is quite tough going, but i told myself, there bound to be people who's living in a harder life than mine . This world used to be perfect, but it's every single imperfect humans that made this world so imperfect cos these pathetic humans always thinks that they're making this world more and more perfect, but the fact is they're doing the opposite, and the worse thing is they didn't even realise it =_=" Well.. Anyway life still have to carry on .

People always say ,"Cry or smile also a day, why not choose to smile?" My reply to you guys is, don't you have emotion ? Do you think people wanna cry ? Ever thought they can't control their emotions ? =_=

The most pathetic humans i've seen so far, people who don't admit they're at fault yet still struggling to fight back, end with a last resort, let the public know they're sorry, but they're doing it sarcastically . Wanna shame others . Don't you feel ashamed of yourself ? Is that the way your parents taught you to be ? My advice for this kinda people . Please do some soul searching and not bring shame to your family =)



我爱你

iLoveYou, iMissYou

You're just like the air i breathe and that's how much i need you

Riann's baby since 190510

Proud of ppl who really loved him alot, cares for him.

Sunday, July 25, 2010
Hi readers :D ! Yesterday me and baby went to my cousin's 21st bday at downtown east . Morning woke up at 9 plus go down market had breakfast . Stupid cousin late woke up, 10.44am then call me say she just woke up -.-zzZ ! She go prepare awhile then say meet us at 11.15am, we gave her bday present then took cab fetch her laopo Valerie at Holland V . After that we go IMM Giant buy alot of raw food for BBQ . Then got the sting ray need to cut, me and baby go line up while cousin and her laopo go buy other items, then while lining up baby go subway buy sandwich :3 ,the moment she came back, the slipper she wore for 4-5 yrs broke, we exchange slipper then go go find shop buy slipper, the most paiseh thing i ever done in my life - Wearing a girl's slipper walking round a supermarket -.-" But for baby, i'm willing .. Heehees >____< Stupid cousin come pull me walk one big round, so worried ppl will look and stare at me :S

Then lucky just nice baby de papa got send his customer to nearby then can fetch us, Jas jie and Valerie carry raw food go Evelyn jie de house rinse all these first while we go check in, me and baby so happy thought we can go there rest first but in the end the person say need Jas jie to come down personally to clarify the document . zzZ . So we waited for almost an hour, she came and we checked in . Rest and continue rinsing raw food, finish le me and baby go down start fire, so hard to start fire without using tongs to grab the fire starter :O ! Then i go up ask for help, Evely jie helped and we succeeded :D ! Then we start BBQ-ing the food, and so jas jie de friend group by group come . Had a good chat with Amos, miss him so much, i feel so sad when i came to know that he and his girlf broke up, but the way Amos present himself, i can still feel that he still loves her alot . Amos jiayou oh ! and Baby i love you ! I had real fun with you this day xD ! It's really amazing how our r/s started >___< . Is it fate ? or are you the one for me ? hee.. But i'm really sorry i disappointed you D: . I did not want it but i really feel uncomfortable, you should know what i mean bahx . If you really want go Wild wild wet and cycling, i will find a day to enjoy kays ? (:


After cake cutting, me,baby, Evelyn,AGnoob and Amos jiu go le . Amos drive us really fast, half way thru driving us home, his girlf called just to ask him to be careful on the road, i told Amos : She still care and concern for you, look, she called you specially just to care bout you, thou he ignored but by his driving speed i can see he's really rushing to meet her le . All the best for you kays ? And really thanks alot for fetching us :D !

Me and baby reach home le actually wanted to sleep, but need bath, bath le jiu watch show till 2 plus then sleep, end up i woke up at 10 plus . So tired >.< . We watch show awhile till 3 jiu go sleep till 6 wake up . So shiok xD ! We actually plan to go vivo to watch Water babes but find it a bit not worth for us to watch today, so we stayed and she bought a KFC 8 piece chicken meal for all of us . Ty baby But watch show awhile baby de daddy jiu call then come fetch her home le =( On the way to lift got one ah pek ask me for $1 cos he's thirsty but i only brought my key down, so i went up took a can of drink down for him =) That's all . Simple story xD !


我爱你

iLoveYou, iMissYou

You're just like the air i breathe and that's how much i need you

Riann's baby since 190510

Proud of ppl who really loved him alot, cares for him.


Monday, July 19, 2010
Arrrgghhh ! Today so suay can ! ant play a peaceful game till i go sleep also cannot D:< ! Play cc4, ask Dreamify a qns he act dao cos he lvl 90 lost to a Amateur(level26~30) no face to answer me LOL . Nvm lor play one round, after that kick him out of the room . Ater that jiu start mega me say i kick him out of the room . Lmao . Tio kick nia want mega kpkb ppl . WTH is wrong with this kinda ppl, so what if audiSEA is not cr8ted by me, at least that is my room my game, i have the right to kick whoever i don't wanna play with and get conflicts -.- This kinda ppl just don't understand, only know how to scold ppl . LOOK ! AudiSEA it's just a game, unless you purposely demoralise or scold somebody for nothing, that is SOMETHING, but you scold ppl just cos you're being got kicked out of the room, i find it really ridiculous -___-" . And hello you're a level 90 guy, isn't it veh embarrassing/irrational to scold ppl for that reason . I guess you need to go and reflect yourself on what you need to improve on your attitude before you talk to me .

Well . That's for the day . It sucks ! =)


我爱你

iLoveYou, iMissYou

You're just like the air i breathe and that's how much i need you

Riann's baby since 190510

Proud of ppl who really loved him alot, cares for him.



-KICHIROU- ends here le :DD !

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Yawns ^O^ ! Tired die . Just woke up only xD . These few days sleep quit long hours, seldom can sleep this long :/ Yesterday went out with baby to Dhoby Ghaut . Then went to cube awhile, and we saw Olivia, SJ , Rabbit, AhRick, Gerine, Ahwei and outbox . Olivia so excited when she saw us, she Hello us and wave veh hardcore xD ! Then the rest never care de D: Perhaps we quite long never go out or cube with them le .

Today morning woke up at 12 plus . Anyway we finally reach Aster ring le :D ! Jiayou jiayou chiong more xD ! But don't think this week can chiong so much cos need go cousin 21st birdday next week D: ! And we're thinking what to give her for her birdday .

Hais . Recently me and baby quarrel more and more often le and i told her, something is really wrong between us, we're both stubborn cos we don't want to listen to each other opinion . What should i do ? I don't want to quarrel with her . Pain pain ): I hope we both will settle down soon together and talk our problem out . And i'm gonna miss you for another 5 days till next friday . Later 4 plus need go ah ma house eat le .

Alright . Time to eat lunch le ! Bye peepoos :D !


我爱你

iLoveYou, iMissYou

You're just like the air i breathe and that's how much i need you

Riann's baby since 190510

Proud of ppl who really loved him alot, cares for him.



-KICHIROU- ends here le :DD !


Thursday, June 24, 2010
Fuuu~ fuuu~ So many dust, so long never update le . Lazy post, but will still try to update at least once per week (: .

Desmond's life is good now, tho only can meet his baby girl only in the weekends, he's contented as long as he can get to see his baby girl every weekend, he don't like the feeling of missing his baby girl, it's sour when he sees couple outside, and some lil bitterness .
Alright . Imma start my short story today .

Today went out with baby, actually meet her 6.30pm at Summerset mrt but end up meet at Takashimaya cos i was late :x but i took cab down, cost me $9.70 x.x" Then jiu go mac eat, i ordered mac spicy meal plus one more double cheese burger :x . Then saw this group of boys, veh irritating can, keep staring at baby and me, zzZ ! But i ate till half they went off liao, i feel more comfortable eating . Chow baby anyhow guess i can't finish, i finish give you see . Hmph ! Only know how to bully me ):< ! Eat le jiu walk to bus stop take bus to plaza sing cos it was raining at that time . Then went to cube, see no friend there jiu walk to The Cathay book ticket watch Karate Kid, then walk back to cube audi awhile, so laggy there but manage to get good scores and x7 perf xD ! Karate kid is so nice (Y) ! It's bout this little kid who went to China with his mom, get bullied in school, and being rejected being friend with a girl cos of the girl's parents . But he still stood up and prove them wrong . But there is this lil sad part where this Mr. Han, his family died from car accident and he was the driver D: Every single year on that day he will smash him car emo draw circle, but lil did i expect that kid(Drey Parker) taught him smth, "Whether to stand up again or not, it's one's decision ." At the last minute, Drey didn't give up tho his leg was injured severely . He stood up, do what he have to do, and defeat the guy who bullied him .

Guess what happen right after the movie finished . There's this uncle, i think he watch the show too HOT liao, he stood up and said, "lerh kua simi kua ! Ai sio parh ! " Baby and me was like "-.-" Watch too much action movie liao . His wifey was pulling him away cos it's so embarrasing, but uncle still stubborn, got this ah neh ! Take care of cinema de stood down there like one DUMBO, never care to push the uncle away -.- !

After this baby wanted to pei me wait for bus till i get on the bus, but ended up her dad fetch me home xD i feel so paiseh, want to pay money but was rejected D:

Imma end here, baby i had a great day with you today tho was for just a lil while


我爱你

iLoveYou, iMissYou

You're just like the air i breathe and that's how much i need you

Riann's baby since 190510

Proud of ppl who really loved him alot, cares for him.



-KICHIROU- ends here le :DD !